Healing from Heartbreak
There is no exact way to heal from a miscarriage. Everyone handles them differently, some take longer than others. I had five in my first year of marriage, and I know I didn't handle them right, I didn't tell anyone besides my husband, not even my own mother. I felt ashamed and sacred because my body was not working the way I wanted it to. I tried to ignore the pain that I had, and after having 3 beautiful children, I freely talk about my miscarriages and I truly felt like I had healed from those losses, until this month. I hope that writing this post will help me to heal, and help others who are struggling, to feel like they are not alone. This month has been a hard one for me. Correy and I found out last month that we were expecting. We were over the moon, but decided not to tell our kids since they can't keep a secret. I began to spot on March 1st, so immediately went to the doctors, because of my history of miscarriages. They did an ultrasound and said it was probabl